Why now?

I needed an outlet

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About


Welcome to Her Stil Will, where heartbreak meets healing, and music becomes the voice of a journey long overdue. My heart behind Her Stil Will, and this music is the culmination of years of personal growth, deep reflection, and creative expression.


Why I Created This Music


I started Her Stil Will as a way to give voice to the emotions I’ve carried—grief, love, loss, and the search for understanding. Growing up with a mentally ill mother, navigating the challenges of motherhood, and living through betrayal, addiction, and recovery shaped me in ways I could never fully express through words alone. Music has allowed me to tell my story in a way that feels both raw and deeply personal.


Music gave me the freedom to feel heard, even when the words didn’t come easily. It wasn’t about being perfect or polished; it was about releasing the emotions I had buried for years. I knew I had something to say, and music became the path to finally saying it.


Why Now


For so long, I hesitated—doubting whether my story was worth telling or if anyone would listen. But after years of healing and rediscovering my true self, I realized that I couldn’t wait any longer. The time was right because I was ready. Ready to share, ready to heal, and ready to connect with others who may feel the same.


I’ve always been a writer, but music unlocked a deeper part of me. Creating these songs became a way to confront the heartbreaks, betrayals, and dreams I lost along the way—and to find strength in the healing that followed.


How I Did It


It wasn’t easy, but it was worth every moment. I started small, recording in the quiet spaces of my life, using the tools available to me—just a laptop, some inspiration, and a lot of determination. Every song became a release, a catharsis. I found joy in singing my own lyrics out loud, whether in the car or at home, feeling the freedom of self-expression in ways I never had before. It didn’t matter who would listen—it mattered that I was finally saying what needed to be said.


What’s to Come


Her Stil Will is just getting started. There’s so much more to explore—more music, more stories, and new ways to connect. I’m diving deeper into my creative journey, with plans to expand my work into digital art, personal healing protocols, and more music that speaks to the shared human experience of loss and recovery.


I’m excited to take this journey with you, and I hope my music can be a source of comfort, inspiration, and connection for anyone who needs it.